We're all alone... Sooner or later everyone finds out.... and when we realized this fact, our hearts cry... Cry because it's terrible to feel alone, to be alone...
I don't know if all of you know what I´m talking about, but I'm sure most of you do... You know, like, when you´re in an awesome party and everybody is laughing and drinking and having a good time and you put on a smile and pretending you´re enjoying yourself too, but deep down inside, you´re crying and screaming and feel like punching yourself for being such a lier...
It´s so shocking when you realize that not even the people who love you the most can fulfill this particular spot in our hearts that is only fulfilled by GOD... Yeah, that´s it... When I was away from JESUS, I remember feeling like this at least once a month... In fact, I felt like this every day, but I used to manage not to think about stuff like that, otherwise I would just freak out.
The thing is, I´m feeling like this today again and what makes me sad is to realize that some of the people I love the most are JUST like that as well, crying inside, panicking and having terrible thoughts in the bottom of their souls... It hurts me to know that so many people don't even know how to fulfill this emptiness... It's so simple, so simple that we do not believe...
All we need to do is open our heart to GOD and let HIM come inside and take care of all our f.....ed up emotions... This sounds so cliché, I hear so many people saying that they have so much faith in GOD, but I just don´t see it!
Believing in GOD and having faith in HIM is to believe that HE loved us so much that HE sent HIS son JESUS CHRIST to live among us and suffer for us and die for us AND RESURRECT for us... That's what the Bible says and that´s what I believe with all my heart, my soul and my spirit...
JESUS constantly reminds us not to be anxious about anything, because, what´s the point? Will this anxiety add 5 extra minutes to our lives? Will we live to be 89 years old and a few more days, if we start being anxious about a particular thing? Of course not, we cannot control de number of years we´re going to live, so, why worry so much?
We worry because WE DO NOT HAVE FAITH IN GOD, because if we really did, we would just wait for our struggles to stop and we would PRAISE HIM for our daily problems.
The Bible says that GOD knew us before we were born, so HE DOES have a plan for our lives, it just have to make sense!
DEAR JESUS, please fulfill my heart with all your love and peace and calmness so that I can see you better, understand who you really are and all your GREAT plans for my life and for the lives of so many people I love... I pray that you REVEAL YOURSELF for each one of us, so that we can feel your presence when we're surrounder by darkess and despair... We don't want to be alone JESUS, please, I beg you to show yourself for those who are really looking for the TRUTH and FULFILLMENT.
I love you forever, I know YOU´re never giving up on me...
Antes que te formasse no ventre te conheci, e antes que saísses da madre, te santifiquei; às nações te dei por profeta. Jeremias 1:5
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